Sad day in my life

yesterday oct-27 enjoy started in the morning itself... but i did know pain was waiting for in night time...
everything gone nice... i went to cinema... then my girl said i ll sleep for while when the film over just call me i ll wake up ...i just agree with that and watching movie... after cinema over .. i called my girl mobile was switched off... i started feel pain more and more... day gone worst i cant able to sleep properly ,,, i never sleep happily without hearing her voice... im crying myself...  i love u dear... dont do this to me again... your careless hurt me lot... ;(
i cant bear the pain....
i love u my hun

celebration happiness

yesterday my girl cal me in morning and we spoke for while... after that she gone to enjoy diwali... but for me it was sad ... i cant able to talk to my girl... the day ends for me sad :( i love her lot.. i feel bad... :(..
i need her... with me........ always... ;(

happiness falls

yesterday is Sunday right from morning to afternoon... we made some-misunderstand and  understanding ...  with each other .. my mom say yes u can love ... even my brother say ... if she is too good him aft four years ... i ll arrange marriage for my bro... im happy to know that... when my mom say that...... i told my girl... you understand me ... but fully understand then u ll be like me... i love u .,.. dear...   i keep on thinking always...about her... she is my blood... filled with inside my body...... :)

My Girl Feel Shy

well oct-21 night i was talking to and i was explaining about  my dreams... what i saw... then i told to her about my dream she was so eager to now  that ..  i asked her that i ll tell but u have to promise what ever i ask you have to answer me..  she says yes but while talking in phone.. she never ans to my question i feel sad , the question was " what did you sing one that day to you friends" she never told me... i feel sad..  and ask u ll sing in front of your friend but not to me... :( ... then i told i wont ask you again hereafter ....  tc

good night dear......... i love u more... :* (hugs)

My Girl not feel well

yesterday oct-20 ... she morning msg me ... then she gone to college again came back form college and told she was gonna participate in some awareness programs , she have to  do everything   in that part... but that the same times..  her lacking with stomach pain .. she cant able to work for while in that program but she try her best ... finally she went to sleep soon yesterday... i always with her .. to encourage in all the part in life..
she is the only person that would make me alive happy in the world..

I LOVE U DEAR FOREVER STILL MY LAST BREATH IN THE WORLD :) :* 

my loveable feel

yesterday oct -19 i went to doctor ... i made a checkup therefore doctor told me many things...  and i told to my girl what doctor said to me ...then she scold me why u like this and that..  finally she recovered me from that... and told me " what ever you think about me or anything just spell it out and share to me... im here for u oly " that make me little better... im happy... i love my girl... i love u my dear :* (hugs)

little happiness grow in my graden

well yesterday night i was speaking to my girl and splash my worries and sadness ... i spoke a lot...  but i believe that i dont want to make my girl sad...  she always to be happy for that i started hide my sadness little by little...  i love my girl so much...

 im always like Bipolar 

sadness remain :( in my part of love

Yesterday i saw waiting for her  throughout the whole...day ... she was busy with here work... so that i cant able to disturb her.... i dont like to show my feelings her again ... but i told her im so sad then... she asked me why ... u being like this...  i told that " i was thinking u always..." then she asked why u thinking like this... " suddenly i'm quite ... then she told me ...now itself u thinking like this means ... if i start study means what you ll do " i just keep silent and reply that i dont know... " now my mind is full of questions ... i cant bear my feel ... and cant able to express that... im depressed everything in my heart... but still waiting to my girl to understand why i;m like this...

the day goes on ... early morning i just received the call from chennai regarding my education ... i was shocked and i was sad ...  then i was thinking to took the other chances ,,,after that its also make me sad... too... :(

what ever i just want to my girl to understand me and why im like this ....  i love u dear..

lacking b/w us

yesterday sunday morning i was woke up little lazy and getting ready to cheer with my girl..finally she told "i ll marriage you only.. i so happy .. :) " . we was chatting for while and i open my past life about my college days and etc ... i dont know its right or wrong ... but i dont like to hide anything to my girl so explain about my past to her... suddenly i explaing my silly vision to her ,,, and i asked about her ... then she start silent i was afraid more ... that make me little sad ... i came to know that she cant able to speak open to me... that made little backward from her.,..  i never excepted that... any have i told what ever you think just splash it out ... you dont want to thing and speak to me... then she messaged ... i love her still day by day more and more...

painful with tears

oct-13 i was so lazy doing everything's and make me hyper and sad........ i realize that i cannot able to survey without my girl... then my girl messaged me for while... after that she told me brb two , three times .. after that my work over in office and came back to home and waiting for her...although she told me ... that my senior is calling me brb ... suddenly i started feeling more and more... my eyes glow with tears... tears drop in floor... then i just walk here and their in terrace ... after 1.15hrs later she called me .. we was speaking then she asked me why you voice was so doll ... i told that i cried so that only .. she asked me why... i said i cant leave you away from me ... for second .. i cant bear that pain.. so that i cried... afterward everything came to normal and say i love u and gone to sleep ... then i went to sleep but conflict came b/w me & mom... mom cried and i never slept on that day.. i dont know what...to do... anything happening bad to me... i corner myself for everything... that what i can do.... :'(

love goes deep into my heart

yesterday from morning...i was chatting with my girl and she care me right from morning  like " how is ur health had any tablets like that ... " then i told to get ready and go to college after that i was so sad ...  some conflict happen in home... although i came back to work and sitting quietly... i dont know what to do ...hours gone... then evening at 15.25pm i was received one message from my girl .. then we start speaking more... finally i asked one-thing to  her"will u marry me" she said "ya i ll do" imagine that how happy i was when i hear that ... so i have some guilty feels about "i always used to call her as wife..coz i just started living with her husband " i dont know about that what she feel when i call her like that... so that i apologies regarding that !!... i always living with her remembrance :) ...but :( today oct-13 i never received any message from her... still from morning ... its keep me sad... i love my wife so much ... forever.... <3

conflict with my mom

i said about my dear to my mom ... the argument started and it goes on... i dont know why all the parents are afraid of love :( :/... my mom says they ll see our financial ..etc and they wont like to you ... and wont accept this love.. but this parents wont understand our feelings and our happiness... finally i agree and trust with my girl.. and said to my mom... she ll take care of his side... dont want to worry about that and all... i asked to mom what you say about that... mom reply me .. that " i have boy although... girl side they have to agree with that.. sightly smile with little cheer" .. and said that's enough for me .. other things she ll take care of it.. some conflict sentence or hide by me... coz its hurt me lot and felt bad and cryed..." my girl ll understand me... and i have trust on me... my life ll not be like this.. anymore soon it ll change...:) ".. i ll rewrite my mom words...what she said to me...

happiness is filled in little things

Yesterday oct-11.. its the most worst day for me... coz i feel the pain of loneliness from the morning to evening till night 20.16 pm..:( i was empty .. without her .. :( .. finally she messaged me and chat for while finally she says that " i missed u... " that time my eyes filled with tears... my sadness get away from me.. sightly i smiled and my fear,tension upset ... all gone away... it was wonderful.. feelings.. that i had in my life... that time i felt that i was sick ... not at all mind that .... :).. she is my life ... my soul has to be go on with.her... :) i love her lot...
she chatted with me about her college activity and some sort of fun's made in class ...etc.. she is most wonderful...creature that god created for me... i love u dear forever....... :)(:

love is sometimes pain..

She came into the social network... for her vacation holidays in that gap many things happen suddenly...  why this things are happening in my life... suddenly we getting gap b/w us... she cant able to speak to me ... for the whole day.. coz her college was started so that she cant able to talk to me in regular time... i feel so sad.. now... but her remembrance always with me forever...   while i saw her photo its makes little happy... i feel that she always around me.... i love her lot...  i love u dear

Love journey

we both started love each other and i decided she is my wife.. and living like that... there is no conflict made in our relationship.. but most of the things matches b/w us and she trying is best to care me.. when ever i got is ring or message my face blush and smile automatically ... i dont know how its happening ...however its was nice its make me happy always... :) the day woke up with her and ends with her... :)

love birth

i finally asked her... about my love ... "well  i dont know how to impress and make you fallen love.maybe this many days .. i was try to explore my feelings to you ... but i cant able to do that .. i dont know why any have  i was fallen in love with ..you..." finally she say yes ...... omg  that movement make me ... dead and i feel that i born again... that was new feel ... i experienced myself with energetic ...i smiled and i dont know what to do that the movement ... " the most precious movement ... in my life.. i cheer with love ... blushed my face into reddish... hahaha ... AWESOME>>>>>> :)  

day by day goes on

i just follow her like shadow where ever she goes on... everything goes nice and she started like me little by little  and finally i start speaking with her frankly and making some funz speaking with privately and group chat too.. that all happy day's in my life... we start getting closer and closer... love begin ... :)

DAY3

i came with some confident and invite her to private chat and start share personal matter between each other
then i try lot of thing to explore my love to her ... but  i cant able to do that... finally i asked to my brother to help in that ... but its also doesn't worked out ... however she came to know what i was going to explore .. but she keep silent and expecting from me...oh then suddenly one guy came in to my life suddenly make some trouble in my love.. i dont know what to tel... i keep silent ... for the whole day...!!!!!

Day2

i woke up early morning and waiting for her ... in online ... why i'm crazy with ..love in online ... 

coz i met one person in online and i chatted with them ...therefore they explained to me .. what is 

love and they show me how both of them loved each other.. that story was nice.. they both met in myyearbook network and 

start sharing they feelings each other..then the love story sum with the beautiful remembers of marriage ...

from that story i start decide to love one girl like that and marry girl like that.. finally i decide .. her as my girl.. started my love track ... 

DAY 1

i just met her in social network ... that really .. awesome my heart beat for her..
but i start like her avatar in that network ... she was silent and speak little ...
on that network my brother introduced her to me..  the day gone normal with them...